metonymite

perfect little dream
the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels
well almost
no one to blame
always the same
open my eyes
wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up and fight

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash my self to pieces
i don't know what else to do

covered with hope
and vaseline
still cannot fix
this broken machine
watching the hole
who used to be mine
just watching you burn
in my steady systematic decline

of the trust
i will betray
give it to me
i throw it away
after everything i've done
i hate myself for what i've become

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash my self to pieces
i don't know what else to do

i tried i gave up
i tried i gave up
i tried i gave up
i tried i gave up
i tried i gave up
i tried i gave up
i tried i gave up
i tried i gave up
i tried
i tried
i tried
i gave up

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash my self to pieces
i don't know what else to do

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash my self to pieces
i don't know what else to do

- "Gave Up", Trent Reznor

...she started throwing punches
She connects
Never get what she wants

And she
Wants

She's unhinged
Swears now that was then
Just a little bitch
You patch it up again

And she wants
And she wants
And she wants

So far
I don't understand this
There's reason to stand this
I'll not get hit again

She was
Bothered by attention
She's not really a bad child
But I don't really care

It's unreal
She'll tell you want to hear
Fear infection
She'll touch you and you rot

And you rot
And you rot
And you rot

So far
I don't understand this
There's reason to stand this
I'll not get hit again

She was
Bothered by attention
She's not really a bad child
But I don't really care

You don't know what you want
You don't know how far you'll fall
When you're on edge
Comin' back for more
Lovers are always sure

"Throwing Punches", Helmet